Of all possible sexual activities, I like masturbation and cunnilingus more than anything else. When I was growing up, the girl next door was a year older than me and very precocious. Her parents had a storage building that she used as a playhouse. She liked to take me in there and play "doctor" (which was really a sexual examination game). I was very naive for my age, so I didn't think it was any big deal. I also had not yet learned to masturbate enough for an ejaculation to occur, so I was not very sexually aware.

She was also very interested in watching me urinate. I guess I also became curious about it because she was so interested. So, I would pee for her and she would pee for me. There was a padded bench that she used as an "examination table". She always played doctor with her panties off. She would have me take off my pants and lie on the bench where she would examine me thoroughly. After awhile, she would get on the bench and have me examine her. She would ask me to look inside her legs. I would spread her front hiney crack to see what she was talking about, but there was only a little blob of skin. I didn't know just what she wanted me to see but I always tried. I didn't know at the time but what I was doing was stimulating her clitoris. She liked to have me do it and I enjoyed doing it. All of this stimulated me only a little and was mostly satisfying my curiosity.

One day she said, "Lick it!" I looked at it and said, "Where?" She said, "Anywhere." So I licked the little hump where she had pubic hair. She said, "Do some more." So, I licked both sides of the crack. She seemed to like this a lot, and so did I. It was a little fuzzy and it tasted a little salty. It didn't occur to me to run my tongue into her crack, and she didn't ask. After awhile I felt something different between my legs. I looked down and my penis was standing straight up. It was so hard that I thought it was locked that way for good.

I said, "Something's wrong with my penis. It's too hard." She said "Let me see." But I said that I had to go and see if I could make it go back to normal before I went home. She pleaded with me to let her see it but I was too scared. It was hard inside my pants but was softer by the time I got home.

I moved out of town before she could educate me any further. Whenever I thought of these sessions, my penis would get hard and I would play with it. Before long, I taught myself to masturbate. Not long after that, I found out that when I masturbated intensely, I could feel the wonderful burst of release as the fluids ejaculated from my penis. One time, another girl I met suggested sex games, but I usually declined because I was still scared. I haven't to this day got my nerve up to masturbate for a female to watch, but I'm sure I will when the time is right and it's the right person. I know it will most likely lead to more sexual things like intercourse, so I am waiting.