I discovered masturbation when I was about twelve years old. I noticed some changes happening down there one day when I was in the bathroom after school. I started to move the foreskin up and over the head of my penis. It looked good and felt pleasurable. I liked the look of the head popping out of the skin so much that I started retracting the foreskin back as far as it would go and pulling it up over the glans of my penis. It began to feel really good, so I kept pulling the foreskin up and down. I started to do it faster. The faster I did it, the more intense the sensation became. In time, I had my first orgasm. My legs shot straight out in front of me while I climaxed. It was only a dry orgasm, but still a good one, considering it was my first real sexual climax. I wondered about what I had discovered. I felt sensational; such a good feeling remained in my penis and the rest of my body. In addition, I felt I had done something bad, so I also felt guilty. I knew absolutely nothing about sex or masturbation, so I was quite naive.

I continued to masturbate this way after school many times. My dry orgasms were very intense, and I found it to be much better than practicing the clarinet after school (like I used to do every day).
One day, while I was having the most intense orgasm, I pulled my foreskin back so far that it stretched and split. Blood started to come out where I tore the skin, and it would not stop. After about an hour of bleeding, I had to tell my mother and brother. Nothing was said. My father was the one who had to help me look after my penis. I was too scared to masturbate again for a long time.

I did not masturbate again almost two years. I must have been almost fifteen years old when I was in the bathroom and I wanted to create the good feeling I had experienced in my penis a couple of years before. I wondered how I could do it without hurting my penis. I finally figured out that it was even more pleasurable to move the foreskin without forceful pulling. I once again found the same great feeling in my penis, balls, stomach, and even my rear end. Then, I had orgasm. I was yelping with pleasure. I orgasmed and shot my first load of semen. The ejaculation scared me because I did not have a clue what it was. I found some books and learned about masturbation and sex. I quickly got in the routine of masturbating to full ejaculation at least once a week, not to mention the other times when I would masturbate without ejaculating.

When I was sixteen, a friend and I were talking about sex, and I asked him if he ever played with himself. I just about died with embarrassment when he said, "Yes."

We went to the boy's washroom after class with the intent of showing our penises to each other. We pulled them out and he reached over, felt my hard organ and started to masturbate me. That was my first experience of mutual masturbation. I continue today every chance I get.

Over the years, I have engaged in mutual masturbation hundreds of times. It is a really pleasurable experience. I masturbate daily… sometimes several times a day. It causes no harm and is really safe sex. Personally, I encourage all guys to masturbate. What else can feel so good and be so free?